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#150326 - 04/11/07 07:14 PM What Must Be Done
Bobby Offline

Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
Take it all back!
I give it back to you....all of it!
I don't want it anymore.
Take it all.
Send me back inside.
It wasn't awful there
Alone was fine
I could stand being alone
I could
Better than all of this
Better than this anger
This pain
This desire to tear the world to shreds
Who told you where I was?
Who told you where to find me?
Leave me alone
Go away
I don't want to know
Take the pictures back
Take the memories back
Don't make me look
I can't bear to look again
To feel
To know
To sink down to my knees and cry out once more
To lose my faith in anything
How could you?
How could you?
I see your eyes
I feel your power
Your command
And, then I do
Why hast thou forsaken me?
You need not be a God to be forsaken by a father
You need not be a God to ask to be released from what a father thinks must be done
You need not be a God to be a sacrificial lamb
I'll do this for you, father
But know this
That we both will be destroyed by what I do
You will go to hell
And I will never live again

I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.

#150738 - 04/14/07 02:20 AM Re: What Must Be Done [Re: Bobby]
froggy12 Offline

Registered: 11/12/06
Posts: 527
Loc: Marlboro, MA 01752
Au contraire, we have crawled up to the lips of hell to escape what was. The rest is unfinished.




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