I have a hard time trusting people who are being nice to me. I question their motives. I don' tfeel like I deserve anyone to ever be nice to me fo rno reason. So, I understand were you are coming from. I'm working on this, but seem to fall backwards every so often. I guess we need to just keep plowing through life with the strength of each other here on MS. I know I often think of youguys when I feel I need a little bit more courage.

I've had only one panic attack. It is something I hope doesn't become a regular thing in my life.

Next time you're in that same shop, give him a smile, it may help him feel good about himself. And a smile is the best form of connection.

you deserve to have good things happen in your life, go get them. :p

scarman stands for the tatoos I have, and also the emotional scars I've accumulated from my past.