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#141744 - 02/15/07 06:55 PM The Secret
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
Hold me
For I cannot tell
Cannot tell the secret
And yet I feel like I will burst
Hold me tight
Hold it in
No one can hear
And yet, I need to tell
Need to let it out
Scream it out
This life I live
This under life
This life that no one knows about
This person living in my shadows
Hold him, please
For you know him
Who he is
What he feels
You know his truth
And when you hear him scream
Feel him scream
Don't leave him
It is then he needs you most
When he finally lets his demons out
He'll have no strength left then to stand
Hold him please
Hold him safely in your arms



Edited by Bobby (02/20/07 11:49 AM)
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#141790 - 02/16/07 04:28 AM Re: The Secret [Re: Bobby]
pietie Offline
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Registered: 01/23/07
Posts: 326
Loc: South Africa
Any idea how this touched my heart? I felt your pain and so wish i could take it away. This is a safe place to let it out and ask people to stand with you when you feel you have no strength left.

We are here for you

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#141802 - 02/16/07 07:00 AM Re: The Secret [Re: pietie]
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
Thank you pietie. Been holding this one in for a while. Had to let it go, and this is the only place I could.

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#142416 - 02/19/07 11:59 PM Re: The Secret [Re: Bobby]
Brian Offline
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Registered: 05/03/01
Posts: 1563
Loc: Upstate NY
(((Bobby)))

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Recovery is Possible!

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#142432 - 02/20/07 05:40 AM Re: The Secret [Re: Brian]
Still Offline
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Registered: 02/16/07
Posts: 7011
Loc: FEMA Region 1
I've been looking for this. Thank you for writing that. I'm printing this one for my journal if that's OK with you.


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#142459 - 02/20/07 11:55 AM Re: The Secret [Re: Still]
Bobby Offline
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Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
That's fine, Robbie. I'm glad it could help in some way. The fact that you responded helped me. Responses to what I write always get through the shell and help the loneliness. By the way, I love your signature.

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#142666 - 02/21/07 08:12 PM Re: The Secret [Re: Bobby]
sabata Offline
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Registered: 08/08/06
Posts: 1950
Real Nice......Bobby....Touched me Much...Yet I feel Anger Also Reading this..And Wanting To Push People Away....Dont Worry Not Your Fault...Just Me....Steve


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#491803 - 11/25/15 06:41 PM Re: The Secret [Re: Bobby]
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Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6297
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada

waves of frustration.
screaming in silence.
the memory is hidden.

outrageous violation.
a secret too intense.
to tell is forbidden.



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inspired by and dedicated to Bobby
thanks for the poem.
thought i would return the favour.

When a heart breaks, it screams out in pain. You may not hear an audible cry, but the silence is deafening.
~ Simran Khurana

I have no mouth. And I must scream.
~ Harlan Ellison

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#491831 - 11/26/15 10:06 AM Re: The Secret [Re: Bobby]
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Registered: 11/04/15
Posts: 170
Loc: Alba
(((Bobby)))

Use my shoulders to lean on if you cannot stand. When you let the demons out, they exhaust you, but if you need it, take my shoulders, take my hand, united in this fight, we will stand, we will not let you fall.

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