I am sorry that you had to find sites like MS and SNAP, and I am glad that you are looking for and finding the help you need.
You will find a great bunch of guys here.
I see that you are a clergy survivor located in MA. MS-NOMSV has an upcoming retreat in Leyden MA in October that is geared towards survivors of clergy abuse, check it out.
It looks like we are about the same age, I was in high school in the early 80's ('80-'83).
Pain is Temporary; Quitting lasts Forever. - Lance Armstrong