i have been broaching closer and closer the idea of a relationship lately -

all things point towards this - though

it seems the big block is in me.

i think i needed to look at myself -

i very much looked outside myself and said

'i want this - just this image' kind of thing - well complete with - emotions thinking

but not really thought through -

i've had so few 'real relationships'

that i kind of thought - well what is it?

to me - what is it that i want -

i thought - what is it my partner - would want

what are we to each other?

that hit me -

what am i to him - and what is he to me -

and do we live together - standing by each other -

for what the other needs and wants -

who would that be.?


"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous