Hi Chris,we do have a at risk forum on here, you may be able to join it, but you have to be a paying member to use it I believe. Ken Singer is the Mod that you want to talk to about it. Also there are some articles that you should read. Prevention & Education
You may remember a child molester who goes by the name of Jake Goldenflame, he was on Oprah's tv show, he has a web site Calsexoffenders.net
that you should go to, and read all the pages there.
About being gay and now wanting to be straight. I have heard that all the programs have a very high failure rate, you can talk to Ken about that also.
In general, I think it is better to accept yourself, as you are, and realise that you are likely not straight or gay, but somewhere in between.
About the victim, he needs therapy, he may/may not remember what you did to him. You should not be trying to see him! This is very likely to be painful to him.
You did not say if you had been convicted of this crime. If you have not been convicted yet, go to Jake Goldenflame web site, you need to read it.
Let me leave you with this thought, Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life. You can never change what happened in the past, but you can start anew tomorrow.