I have started taking a new med tonight. It is called Clonazepam. I have taken only one dose so far. I feel kind of high. I am not a druggy, so this feeling is strange and kind of cool. My doc told me not to get too used to it, he does not want me to get addicted. Probably a good idea.

I have some new friends at the University. One of them has started calling me sweety. I know he is gay, and I think he thinks I am gay. I do not know if I am gay, straight, or bi. But, I am kind of flattered to be called that. I take it as a huge compliment. I am not sexually attracted to him, but I do love being around him. WHen we talk, he arouses my mind, as he is intelligent. We can speak about important issues, but still cut up like a couple of kids. His friendship had become very important to me, but I do not think it could become more physical in nature. Who knows, what's meant to be will be.

Thanks for listening to my ramblings, and I hope this finds you all well!


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