don't worry about it, I don't think you will be diagnosed bi-polar. Depressed, yes, this thing can mock a load of other things they can put a name to. Don't be afraid of relationships, if a girl really loves you, she will stick by you, even if you tell her what went on. If she doesn't, then she is not right for you.
Hell, you should not have to go through this, it affects everything we do,
you will get there,
Whoever stole the Sun, put it back and we'll drop all the charges!