first off, disregard the concern for the length of the post (try wading through mine, and you will see what i mean
i apologize that i cannot respond to your actual question. similar sensations that very between individual survivors are actual somatic (physiological) responses to memories of the abuse...aka, body memories. however, since there was some possible physical explanation for the symptoms (the hospital diagnosis in ER), then it could very well be something physical. other than that, i really don't know what to say. i am not equipped to effectively comment on physical symptoms. the only thing i can suggest is that if you are able to, make an appointment with a specialist for a diagnostic of what the general class of symptoms seems to point to. take care, and i will keep you in my thoughts.
- It is gift, and gift will find its way
- I inherit through my choice. I build through my affirmation. It is through my freedom that I nurture, or fade into autonomy
- I was not given to serve life, but to embrace it