Iam very sorry to hear that you are depressed. I agree with you said about the death and destruction around the world and the loss of innocent lives.
I feel that the little boy within you is crying too because you are in pain as well. There are somethings in this world that we cannot change unfortunately.
But you can help reassure your inner self that you will be fine.
(I hope i have made some sense here, i am not good at this.)
you dont see me. i am not really here. Its my fault.. all of it. I am to blame and no one else.