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#11929 - 10/15/02 06:33 AM Re: too afraid to live, too proud to die
Zoot Offline
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Registered: 10/02/02
Posts: 7
Loc: CT
Thank you all for taking the time to reply; it had made my day in a way I can't explain. Such a strange reaction in me - almost a sense of worth or value or something ?? I had quite a strange day; many rushes of powerful emotions,tears, fear etc. but also a lot of insights and forgotten memories. But most of all, I felt a warmth (?) of not being so alone. Whatever happened last night, it opened something in me that's scary but more real. Thank you, guys. This is my final week here in the US and it's comforting to know that I can keep contact with you all from the other side of the pond. Now I have hope. Slan libh.

#11930 - 10/15/02 05:29 PM Re: too afraid to live, too proud to die
Lloydy Offline
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Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 7071
Loc: England Shropshire
Keep in touch Zoot, I have friends and relations in Ireland - I'll send the boys round if you don't \:D ;\)


Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.
Henry David Thoreau

#11931 - 10/16/02 05:44 AM Re: too afraid to live, too proud to die
Zoot Offline
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Registered: 10/02/02
Posts: 7
Loc: CT
Thanks for the smile Lloyd; I had two pints of Guinness and a feed of Shepherd's Pie in New haven tonight (my first spuds in 6 weeks) so I'm going to have an 'early' night. I hope I will be able to log in from home. Be kind to yourselves, you guys. And thanks for giving me hope.

#11932 - 10/16/02 07:29 AM Re: too afraid to live, too proud to die
rolling_is_life Offline

Registered: 10/16/02
Posts: 53
Loc: Olympia, Washington
Hey everyone, im new...and for the first guy with how he felt about feeling like he could just go out and rip someone apart..i know how he feels totaly. I may be a messed up kid inside..but one thing that has served me well about abuse is that every fight ive ever gotten in the other person has been pumled because they got YEARS AND YEARS of feeling how that guy felt. So im just sayin that I know how u feel man. And also..if anyone wants to talk..i was kinda hoping to talk to someone..

"Ignoring mortality, we worship mediocrity" -Greg Graffin

"Live fast, die young, leave a great looking corpse" -Ronny Van Zant

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